ok, now that im back home and i've SOMEWHAT collected my thoughts i can now post my trip to HOT-lanta.
May 21, 2005
NYC, sitting at the airport. 12:30pm. im getting ready to board my plane to Atlanta. im standing in the front of the gate to board when i hear a voice say "excuse me". as i turn to say "sure", i got to "su"...and saw Mr. Trent (holy GOD) Reznor walk right past me and onto my plane. I STOPPED BREATHING!!! i called my boyfriend and told him "guess who's on my plane RIGHT NOW!!!? TRENT IS ON MY PLANE!!!" i composed myself as i got on. as the plane takes off and levels off to where we can get around i run to a flight attendant. im hyperventaliting at this point.
ME:"ms, you have to hear me out RIGHT NOW!!! *breathe* there is a man on this plane that i am a HHHUUUGGEEEEE fan of. i dont know exactly where he is sitting but i need to know. "
FA: "well, i dont what he looks like" LAUGHS
ME: "his name is trent reznor. i believe he is in first class."
FA: "i'll go check. wait right here"
as im waiting im learning how to stand on my feet again and DYING for a drink, a pill, ANYTHING to calm me down. lol
FA: "yes he is on the plane. i told him you wanted his autograph. HE'S SO NICE!!! "
as she's saying this im freaking the FUCK out!!! I grabbed a pen, papper and my ticket (i had an extra since my friend couldnt come along at the last minute but i brought it anyway to give at the venue). i hand it to her and she tells me to wait. she comes back and she hands it to me.
FA: "he's so nice and he was very happy to do it!!"
ok, so im back in my seat SHITTING a brick. im DYING to talk to him, but i didnt want to hassel him on the plane (or that i didnt want to "attack" him in such an enclosed space....LMAO). the flight attendant told me to wait my the plane door to talk to him, that was the best thing to do. so im waiting at the door letting people filter out. THERE HE IS!!!! WALKING RIGHT TOWARD ME!!! *about to collapse* im weaving in and out of passangers, manuvering my way to him.
ME: "mr Reznor....."
TR: "yes"
ME: "im the young lady what asked for your autograph. but i just had to thank you so much. i really appreciate it"
TR: *smiles* "not a problem......"
the conversation escalates from there. as to why he was flying from NY (of course court issuses), how he spent his B-day, the tour, him, me, how HOT he is, etc. the one moment i will never forget is this...
ME: "you know, you're alot taller in person"
TR: *smiles and laughs* "you're the first person to EVER tell me that"
well, if you have ever been to Atlanta airport its huge. so this conversation has be going a while. all the while im staring at him non-chalantly as i possibly can do while consentrating on breathing and walking at the same time. i dont have to say i was hard at concentrating on the very fact i was literally walking hand and hand with the very man that i idolize and think is complete genius. i continued to tell him that its an honor be talking to him since my first encounter went so terrible (well, at least in my mind). that this is a way for me to redeem myself from that and that he's so sweet to take time out to talk to my retarded self. I'VE NEVER SEEN HIM SMILE SO MUCH IN MY LIFE!!! I LOVED IT!!! he continued to shake my hand and say nicely how nice it is to hear that. i posed with a nice pic with him, and when he wrapped his arm around me i MELTED!!! i lost all track of time and space at that time. i wanted it to last forever that moment, or to just go in slow-mo so it would last forever. he took my name and put me on his guest list that night for the show. i got a ticket and a back-stage pass (he fore-warned me that he PROBABLY wouldnt be at the afterparty). AGAIN, i thanked him (i wanted to hug him, but i didnt want to push my luck or get arrested for molesting him on the spot...LMAO), we grabbed our bags, and i said thanks again, shooks hands and we went our seperate ways.
later that night, i went to the Saturday show. INSTANTLY made friends with a security guard there (Mike ironically is his name) and he looked out for me the whole night. also have to thank my NEW best-friends Ramsey who gave great advice as to where to go in the venue to see the show. The Tabernacle is a great venue. blows any of these NY places to pieces. i stood literally front row off the side and saw Mr. Reznor drip the whole night. my security friend kept passing me free water to drink and keeping the goons off me. all the while im taking pics and vid clips of the show. I LOVED IT!!! afterwards, i met a gentleman from Virginia (William) who was SUPER nice and wanted copies of my pics. i was MORE than happy to do so.
backstage. THERE'S NOTHING!!! since im all alone i meet a VERY nice young lady (Mildred-you're a bad girl..lol.) and we hung out by the backstage door. we got to meet the dresden dolls, they signed our cds and were very nice. then security tells us to move (which we've been standing there for 30 min in NO ONE'S WAY). we stand outside next to the bus, and security comes to us and tells us to move AGAIN!!! by this time im PISSED!!! all i wanted to do was thank Mr. Reznor and leave it be. but we were escorted away. a second later, the band comes out FOLLOWED by these "barely legal" goth chicks. EW!!! so i guess i wasnt one of the "beautiful people" to get back BACK stage. OH WELL!! still had a kick ass time.
Sunday May 22, 2005.
now i will say right off, NOW knowing that he was AT the hard rock i want to kick myself for not going. i was debating it then decided to stay in cause i was resting from the night before. but DAMN ME FOR NOT GOING. anyway, my newest BESTEST friend calls me to let me know that him and his friends are there at the venue. i head over and hang with the coolest people in ATLANTA!!! Ramsey, Sara, Jay, Chris, Greg are the most awesome crew ever!!! we hung outside till 8-ish and headed in. WE LOVED IT!! they made me have the best time at a show EVER!! between the awesome crowd (aside from the dude what threw that "bra" on stage, and the swinging fan), seeing NIN yet again i had a kick ass time. i was nice to finally see a show with people that love NIN as much as i do. they made the show so much better than me being by myself everytime. besides, we all love the same music we just had fun hanging out. we even hung out AFTERWARDS!! the night was great until we got HARRASSED with a homeless guy that i had to run in car and drive away. LMAO.
Monday May 23, 2005.
Homeward bound. nothing spectacular. just got on the plane and was home.
now that i've finally put into words about my weekend, it doesnt compare to or come close to how i feel. no words can describe my feelings. like the song says "i left my heart in san fransico"- i left my heart in ATLANTA!!! it may sound corny and cheesy, but i cant put it any other way!!!
to everyone in Atlanta and to eveyone i met, THANK YOU!!! XOXOXOOXOXOXO
Larissa (merricknyc)
PS-oh!! if anyone wants pic email me at:
hybrid718@yahoo.com i have pics and vid clips of NIN and TDD!!